12.11.06
god. lately it seems like all i'm doing is crying over all of this stupid stupid shit and i dont know why. like, i know its retarded, but i still want to give a fuck? am i expecting too much from people? like, fuck. all i really want is honesty. don't say you're going to do something and change your mind about ever five minutes. i, too, have things to do.
maybe i dont try hard enough. do i take too much and not give enough? that would make sense is suppose. maybe i'm too fucking needy. why should i be the only one to sacrifice my time and effort. if you're not willing to put anything into this then maybe i don't need you or whatever you have to offer.
i'll sit and i'll listen to you go on and on and on. but never, ever, once is there "so, how are you?"
i just want someone to listen to me and not judge me on what i have to say.
maybe i dont try hard enough. do i take too much and not give enough? that would make sense is suppose. maybe i'm too fucking needy. why should i be the only one to sacrifice my time and effort. if you're not willing to put anything into this then maybe i don't need you or whatever you have to offer.
i'll sit and i'll listen to you go on and on and on. but never, ever, once is there "so, how are you?"
i just want someone to listen to me and not judge me on what i have to say.
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