12.11.06
god. lately it seems like all i'm doing is crying over all of this stupid stupid shit and i dont know why. like, i know its retarded, but i still want to give a fuck? am i expecting too much from people? like, fuck. all i really want is honesty. don't say you're going to do something and change your mind about ever five minutes. i, too, have things to do.
maybe i dont try hard enough. do i take too much and not give enough? that would make sense is suppose. maybe i'm too fucking needy. why should i be the only one to sacrifice my time and effort. if you're not willing to put anything into this then maybe i don't need you or whatever you have to offer.
i'll sit and i'll listen to you go on and on and on. but never, ever, once is there "so, how are you?"
i just want someone to listen to me and not judge me on what i have to say.
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maybe i dont try hard enough. do i take too much and not give enough? that would make sense is suppose. maybe i'm too fucking needy. why should i be the only one to sacrifice my time and effort. if you're not willing to put anything into this then maybe i don't need you or whatever you have to offer.
i'll sit and i'll listen to you go on and on and on. but never, ever, once is there "so, how are you?"
i just want someone to listen to me and not judge me on what i have to say.
10.11.06
i just want to talk to someone.
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5.11.06
Make You Smile
The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "hello" but you kept on walking
Going deaf from the sound of the freeway
The Last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away
The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
Going deaf from the sound of the DJ
The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, you're always too far away
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time I see you, you'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night,
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
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I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "hello" but you kept on walking
Going deaf from the sound of the freeway
The Last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear you with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away
The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
Going deaf from the sound of the DJ
The first time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night
I couldn't feel you, you're always too far away
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
The next time I see you, you'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night,
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
I don't, don't wanna take you home
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while
