7.10.06
it's like i'm nothing. why is it like there was nothing. was there? nothing? something? why? what do i mean? really, that's all i want to know. everything would be so much easier. there's talking and talking and talking and nothing comes of it. and then things are said and it's like those words were meant to push those buttons. how am i supposed to react? am i supposed to tell you, that's wrong, that it won't work? that there's more? should i just take it? pretend it doesn't phase me? tune it out? act like i know what you're trying to do? counter it with my own? tell me. tell me what i'm supposed to do. i'm tired of dealing with this crap. why don't we just keep going? why do we keep going backwards? there's no progression. i want this done. done. that's all i want. i want your answer. just answer. yes. no. yes or no. why can't you just pick one. pick one. pick. why drag it out. this should have been done a long time ago. long ago. maybe i should say something. are you waiting? i am. but i don't know for what. or why. why am i waiting for? what am i waiting for? i want out. i need out. get me out. stop holding on so tight. it's like i can't breathe anymore. i need to breathe. you're choking the air out of here. when you come in there's no air. i need to breathe. let me breathe. tell me. just say it. yes or no.
yes.
no.
yes.
no.
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