23.8.05
fucking epiphanies.
they sneak up on you. and then its like "fuck." i keep thinking up all these stupid reasons to why im the way i am, and sometimes they actually make sense. i envy so many of the people i meet. i have never more wanted to move away and start over so badly. i dont feel at home with these people, we call ourselves friends, but god, its so retarded. we're only able to talk about certain things and then nothing, or we'll only be able to see each other under certain circumstances. i just want some spontenaiety. it would make things so much more exciting. perhaps the grass is always greener on the otherside. that is, until you make your way over there and see what a load of shit it really is.
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