15.5.05
you know its serious when....
you break out the boyz II men and you dont stop listening to it for days. this could be a long one guyssss. brace yourselves. and i thought things were getting bettar tooo. but then, THEN! i watched the last episode of orange days. AND the first two episodes of stariway to heaven. i just fucked myself over. haha i find this quite pathetic, but hye it'll work out and things will be like they were before and i wont have to worry about it. and i'll look back and laugh because this is a waste of my efforts. i should just let myself go for a while. i've been trying too hard to impress. impress who? i dont know.(well i do but its confidential. losers.) things have been changing so quickly. i see myself moving forward but i dont feel legs moving. i reach out to hold onto a moment but i cant hold on. i lose it and just keep moving. why? i kind of wish things were the way they were before. before people decided to outgrow their friends; before people decided that what they belived was the only right answer. maybe i should have tried harder? i dont know. but its at times like these i thank people who arnt afraid to face my grunted answers, verbal lashings and violent outbursts. it's absolutely coolio to have people to talk to. haha shit i should sleep or else i wont wake up tomorrow! and if i dont wake up tomorrow i wont sleep tomorrow night! and if i dont sleep tomorrow night i wont get up on monday! and if i dont get up on monday i'll miss the bus! and if i miss the bus i'll be late for chem! and if im late for chem i will miss the biochem unit (which i havnt started studying for yet! high five!)!
on another note, i let the masses sway me again. i followed the mob and jumped on the bandwagon. i shouldn't have believed that story retarded! well atleast i know the other side now. thats oka i guess, just let them think that and hey things will work out. eventually. maybe.
on another note, i let the masses sway me again. i followed the mob and jumped on the bandwagon. i shouldn't have believed that story retarded! well atleast i know the other side now. thats oka i guess, just let them think that and hey things will work out. eventually. maybe.
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