25.4.05
thoughts before bed
fear is the greatest obstacle of all.
fear of pain.
fear of nothing.
fear of people and what they think or know.
fear that you won't be able to get along in the world.
fear that you dont fit into the clock work of things.
fear that things wont ever change for the better.
fear of the need to have someone.
all useless, absolutely useless. maybe time is calling for a leap of faith, hope, belief; things so hard to find. maybe i expect too much. or im not expecting the right things. but when you want something so bad and its sitting right next to you and you cant have it, its frustrating. when you want to say something but you know it would jepordize everything, its the same. what do you do but stand there and smile? i've been thinking that it'd be best if i said nothing and didnt reach too far out infront of me.
fear of pain.
fear of nothing.
fear of people and what they think or know.
fear that you won't be able to get along in the world.
fear that you dont fit into the clock work of things.
fear that things wont ever change for the better.
fear of the need to have someone.
all useless, absolutely useless. maybe time is calling for a leap of faith, hope, belief; things so hard to find. maybe i expect too much. or im not expecting the right things. but when you want something so bad and its sitting right next to you and you cant have it, its frustrating. when you want to say something but you know it would jepordize everything, its the same. what do you do but stand there and smile? i've been thinking that it'd be best if i said nothing and didnt reach too far out infront of me.
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