6.2.05
ugh
too tired to find the edit button so i will just make a new one. too shot down. too dejected. too plain. too fat. too short. too loud. too slow. too unfocused. too distant. too desperate. so fake. what to do? its a permanent red light. and it seems im stuck here for life. no headway at school. no headway at home. no headway with friends. sounds like a great week is ahead. [/sarcasm] i really dont think i'd be so disapointed had i not tried so hard. but i spent so much time and effort trying to understand it that when i got the results it felt horrible. if i cant even succeed after putting so much into it, what's going to happen to me? should i give up now? should i keep going in hopes of obtaining better results? i dont know what im doing wrong. just once i'd like to not fall flat on my face.
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candi.. dont worrie about it! no matter what happens eh.. no matter how distant you seem to be with friends and what not.. no matter how distant me and you may seem.. it all matters not. in the end... if you ever need anyone there for ya... someone to talk to.. someone to hit.. someone to just yell at... or anything.. i'm here. we're not setter buddies anymore.. but... we will always be vball buddies... foreverrrrr...so. yes.. i'm always here for ya gurl.. dont worrie too much about trying hard and not getting the results you'd like.. sometimes.. it's just that one or two mistakes.. that.. screw us over.. but as long as we learn it.. and conquer it.. we'll be able to stand up tall and get the best of the best results. i'm with ya always candice. i know you've tried hard... but.. i dont think it'd be rite to just give up. if we work together.. (even tho.. i have no idea what to do).. we'll both be able to never give up.. and work towards that specific goal we want =) you're NOT alone candice. never... cuz i'm always gonna be here w/ ya
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