31.8.04
school yay:
-less time to worry about other things
-people are cool like that
-vball baby!
-less time at home
-more oppertunity to decrease that stupi procrastinitive habit of mine
school nay:
-vball only lasts 2-3 months
-people arnt cool like that
-homework
-english
-no time to see people that i dont see at school
-piano on top of homework
its about time that this race got started. best of luck to everyone this year i think we'll need it.
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-less time to worry about other things
-people are cool like that
-vball baby!
-less time at home
-more oppertunity to decrease that stupi procrastinitive habit of mine
school nay:
-vball only lasts 2-3 months
-people arnt cool like that
-homework
-english
-no time to see people that i dont see at school
-piano on top of homework
its about time that this race got started. best of luck to everyone this year i think we'll need it.
so i have everything planned out for this year, but i did that for last year too and well that turn out so well. we'll see it goes i guess. im still kinda sketchy about everything this year, after seeing all the gr. 11s last year it starts to get to me especially because my study habits are shit. but school means less time to worry about other things, more time for vball, and less time at home!! but less time for seeing everyone that i cant see at school. oh well its gonna start snowing soon, good on that.
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so i have everything planned out for this year, but i did that for last year too and well that turn out so well. we'll see it goes i guess. im still kinda sketchy about everything this year, after seeing all the gr. 11s last year it starts to get to me especially because my study habits are shit. but school means less time to worry about other things, more time for vball, and less time at home!! but less time for seeing everyone that i cant see at school. oh well its gonna start snowing soon, good on that.
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so i have everything planned out for this year, but i did that for last year too and well that turn out so well. we'll see it goes i guess. im still kinda sketchy about everything this year, after seeing all the gr. 11s last year it starts to get to me especially because my study habits are shit. but school means less time to worry about other things, more time for vball, and less time at home!! but less time for seeing everyone that i cant see at school. oh well its gonna start snowing soon, good on that.
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29.8.04
im tired and boys are poopy. and how the shit does this not look like me?!?! >>click<<
retards -____-;;
i hope you all dont choke on breakfast
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retards -____-;;
i hope you all dont choke on breakfast
17.8.04
raaataaataaataaa haha i have to stop blowing money ugh actually i should have just asked nathan to get me that job at the golf course how retarded anyway! that wasnt the reason i wanted to blog but now i dont really remember why i wanted to blog oh well lets start with the past week which was been completely awesome even the diploma because i think it went over pretty well. atleast well enough for me to have passed and not have to take physics 30 over again! =) and my coolio cousin from vancouver was/is here haha i will miss her when she's gone haha time: 12:30AM charlene, "what's for breatfast" ...." can we have chips with that?"; and taboo and cranium haha that was tres amusant what else oh yes andrew and his having to pick up food for his brothers that he abandoned at home and all of us having to sit in the stupid drive through for like what seemed like fifteen/twenty minutes and bowling and bbt, painting cory's garage which probably wont last that long considering we did a shitass job and waxing/buffing cory's almost ten year old benz with like a kajillion scratches on it. yah i think that sums up the past week. i think its good that ive been keeping busy, it really helps to keep my mind off things especially cause school will be starting so soon. seriously im so extremely worried for this year, i dont even think its psych out ness from the gr12s i just worry that i wont be able to haul enough ass to make it through. ive had this extreme urge to go snowboarding as of late although i cant snowboard worth shit i just feel like itd be so relaxing. you dont understand how hard im wishing for an early snowfall this year god i hope i have enough time to go this year cause last year was like twice at snow valley then ski trip and that sucked extremely anyway i'll finish with a song that gabe sent me that seems to have been ripped from the FFX-2 soundtrack thinger and put to engrish
the truth is
everywhere i look,
i turn,
it seems that you are there.
everyone i meet,
i learn that they can not compare.
everything i see,
i do,
i touch,
i think of you.
every little thing in life leaves me so confused.
everything was so clear before we tore apart,
now all my passions trapped inside,
slowly broke your heart.
so if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i wouldn't lie to you.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
do i love you?
i do still,
the truth is,
i do.
now without you here,
the sky turned a new shade of clear,
a new rain of tears.
and without you here,
my body's a lonely fronteir,
a ocean of fears.
so if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i wouldn't lie to you.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
do i love you?
i do still,
the truth is,
i do.
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the truth is
everywhere i look,
i turn,
it seems that you are there.
everyone i meet,
i learn that they can not compare.
everything i see,
i do,
i touch,
i think of you.
every little thing in life leaves me so confused.
everything was so clear before we tore apart,
now all my passions trapped inside,
slowly broke your heart.
so if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i wouldn't lie to you.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
do i love you?
i do still,
the truth is,
i do.
now without you here,
the sky turned a new shade of clear,
a new rain of tears.
and without you here,
my body's a lonely fronteir,
a ocean of fears.
so if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i wouldn't lie to you.
if you ask,
if you must know,
i'll tell you,
heres the truth.
do i love you?
i do still,
the truth is,
i do.
13.8.04
its like learning to walk again, but not really i dont know i think im coping well =) i started talking to a few old friends, i realize how much i miss them now gaarrrrhhh! oh well i also miss vancity it was fob city there!!! =( and the guys! omg the one on the sky train in the stussy cap and shirt with the billabong bag! he was so good looking =( why cant we have guys like that in edmonton? OH I KNOW WHY! cause we're a landlocked hick town THATS WHY T________T;;
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5.8.04
i've discovered that
i have a general repulsion for anything that may turn out favorable for me. haha sometimes i think im cursed. it kind of interesting, cause i can see myself growing up to be an old hag in a shack with a kajillion cats...and i hate cats... with a passion almost as much as i hate myself oh yes indeed. its just so frustrating sometimes. you just wish that you could have just ONE thing just ONE but you can't because no matter how hard you try or how many times you attempt it leads back to nothing. no headway gained. nothing. ionno maybe im just going through a phase or something but sometimes it just seems so hopeless its like having everything but having nothing at all. what a paradox.
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4.8.04
crazy
so the listeings for stuff bought SO FAR:
- Ibis stationary stuff: $20
- Cell cover for jason: $10
- Mugen seatbelt pads for jamie: $26
- Infernal Affairs Trilogy set for mike: $29
- Dex white cross button up: $30 on sale =)
- Dex olive green zip jacket: $40 on sale =)
- Puma mostro lace-ups: $160
still wanting:
- that wrap shirt from bebe
- the tna sweater from aritzia in either black or gray
- the awsome side zip polester gsus jacket from plen+y
and what ilove most....
THE EYE CANDY!!! why cant there be good looking guys like this in edmonton?!?! =( i dissapoints me so
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- Ibis stationary stuff: $20
- Cell cover for jason: $10
- Mugen seatbelt pads for jamie: $26
- Infernal Affairs Trilogy set for mike: $29
- Dex white cross button up: $30 on sale =)
- Dex olive green zip jacket: $40 on sale =)
- Puma mostro lace-ups: $160
still wanting:
- that wrap shirt from bebe
- the tna sweater from aritzia in either black or gray
- the awsome side zip polester gsus jacket from plen+y
and what ilove most....
THE EYE CANDY!!! why cant there be good looking guys like this in edmonton?!?! =( i dissapoints me so
