15.4.04
i keep getting this sick feeling in my tummy and i hate it and i hate you for causing it! @#!$ it was all good before -___-;; bah! thats what im good at putting blame on others if you dont like it too bad... shit burke is such a FUCKING COW and i use those words lightly -___-;; agh i just want to walk up her and backhand her sometimes and christ a fucking five page monologue?! how the hell are you supposed to do that?! GAY ugh anyway film festival! ive been initiated w00t im excited to see how this goes over haha its going to be hilarious like i dont make a big enough fool of myself already! but thats oka! because well yea haha anyway i cant get this song out of my head and i dont know why its really catchy i barely understand any of it, but i like it. but i cant find anymore DNH songs its so depressing like i have one and its realllllly good and suprnova is GAY and doesnt have their full album so i cant get it and yea stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid so yes it seems i have booked up my weekend! no evening with little thirteen year olds! yaaaaay! home is one of the last places i want to be right now really everything is just so...tense and stuff -____-;; and i havnt showed my rents my report card yet... its not that i dont want to its just that i keep on forgetting... seriously... but yea i dont know how they'll take it like its better but seriously my marks suck some severe fat ass and i dont think i have a change at scholarships anymore -___-;; i really should study harder christ like a LOT harder but yea! ive discovered this livestreamed radio thing its actually pretty cool although most of the songs are korean/jap thats oka! cause they still sound awesome and the djs are hilarious... so im learning korean... one phrase at a time... how effective it is... i dont know.. but its fun! i can now carry on a short conversation! which i believe is something to be happy about yes i should go finish my chem lab... stupid evaluation -____-;; stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid dammit =( *cries*
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14.4.04
pathetic persistence
do you ever keep trying at something? like over and over and over and over and over again? and no matter how many times you try you know that nothing will happen? like i know i should stop but sometimes i feel like the next time will be oka and everything will turn out to be favourable for me! but you know what? it doesnt? this is insanity at its finest. someone please slap me.
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10.4.04
its been a while my good friend
i fear i may have gotten myself into the biggest heap of shit evvvaaaarrr harhar wwhy did i agree??? why did i agreee? bah! but thats oka cause im (8) drug dealin just to get by im gonna stack my money till it gets sky high! w00t hahaha doo doo doo yea half crazy right hurrr i cant get him out of my system and its retarded because its not like anything is going to happen anyway right? like how often do i see him? ike nevaaar!!! i think im going to listen to eddy hes a smart kid (whoa never thought id say that... JUST JOKING GOH!!!!) harharar
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