19.11.03
what a shit of a day - yes this is gonna be a complaining blog so you can stop reading right here- fucking cold and snow logged. couldnt follow anything going on in classes, didnt get home till seven because of stupid drivers that like to crawl at 5 clicks on the freaking roads that turned out to be not even that bad because they werent residential and came home to yelling/screaming/more complaining. my mother hates me/us she said it herself so yea the rest of the week is gonna be one of those weeks seriously though she thinks that she is the only one that's stressed and i dont believe it for a second my mom is a crazy self centered bitch if she took two seconds to look at the people around her she would see that all of us are working our asses off trying to keep up with the shit thrown at us everyday AND try to maintain a balance between work and anything that may keep us SLIGHTLY sane. she doesnt get that i CANT do homework 24/7 and that i need to take a break every once in a while. fuck if i could drive i would NOT be sitting here typing this i would have driven away long ago. if i were able to move out and support myself i would but i cant because i cant and i cant put up with the shit at home either. so right now ive got to find ways to get home as late as possible so i dont have to listen to any more yelling that goes on. it's never been this bad before, like there used to be yelling but now its just fucking CONTINUOUS. you NEVER hear the end of it and if i try to retort in anyway she just screams LOUDER and LONGER and its fucking annoying i wish i had a fucking sound proof room it would be so much easier to handle. fuck i dont know what to do anymore.
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