28.11.03
frustration leads to meticullous thinking...
what am i doing wrong? seriously nothing ever seems to work out no matter what i do, everyday its the same thing from my parents, i dont even have to SAY anything and they'll find reasons to nag and bitch at me and at school well people are just so AGH you know? like they're always following something thats not their own and they cant seem to diversify or anything and its annoying its like a lost dog following you or something its horrible. i keep thinking i should tell him, but i dont know how, and i really dont want to just kinda make everything go pfht you know? i dont know its just so like THERE. music takes me away from it all i love it. i want to change sometimes because im tired of being me, and i want to try to be someone else, all because they're not me. i dont know i just think i weird, seriously sometimes i feel like the biggest retard sometimes. stupid things, stupid, stupid things.
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