18.10.03
reaching for something so far...
so, yea, him. kinda crazy. very confused. like i know him but i dont really and i like him but i think its just an infatuation, like really. why am i dragging it out like this? i guess it all boils down to my mindset... in a way. like if i really wanted to forget him wouldnt i have by now? maybe theres something, my subconcious or something, that still wants me to remember him or something i dont know. or maybe i cant forget him because i still think i have a chance. its like im blinded by day dreams and imagined scenarios, and i cant see through them to reality. i really need to get my mind off of him.
anyways yes school work is piling up, and me being a procrastinator and all is not helping, like now, for instance, i should be doing my bio lab athome, but im not, i chose to leave. i will be kicking my ass all day tomorrow for this. not a smart cookie, not smart at all. and someone better help me with my physics calculations too cause i need help with those agh!
anyways yes school work is piling up, and me being a procrastinator and all is not helping, like now, for instance, i should be doing my bio lab athome, but im not, i chose to leave. i will be kicking my ass all day tomorrow for this. not a smart cookie, not smart at all. and someone better help me with my physics calculations too cause i need help with those agh!
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