29.10.03
last thoughts of the day
i dont know what's been going on (its probably school... its always school....) but lately it feels as though people have been drifting away from me (or is it the other way around?)like people i used to talk to everyday before, i barely talk to once or even twice a week, and when we do talk its mindless and (horrifically) boring. not only is that on my mind but theres something else and i cant quite place it, but its taking up a lot of brain space and its making me angry because i can seem to focus on ANYTHING like was trying to study and i couldnt even read it seriously this is not good.
family is on the verge of driving off the cliff of insanity. every freaking day my mom always find something to bitch about if its not one thing its the other and i seriously cant put up with it anymore and when she starts she doesnt stop like even if you try to make conversation with her she totally spazzes out and it takes every bit of me to stay calm and not yell back. its useless all just a crapload of noise
family is on the verge of driving off the cliff of insanity. every freaking day my mom always find something to bitch about if its not one thing its the other and i seriously cant put up with it anymore and when she starts she doesnt stop like even if you try to make conversation with her she totally spazzes out and it takes every bit of me to stay calm and not yell back. its useless all just a crapload of noise
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