24.10.03
going all out
i'd forget him if i could. simply said, that is it. like seriously this seems absolutely pathetic, i know but jeez, i think about him more often than not and i dont think ican handle it all and so i think, what if i just leave it all, everything that reminds me of him, anything related what so ever, but i cant let it go. i dont know..things are very PFHT , but that's how they are and well PHFT for me... the hippos are apparently not pleased. everything i seem to be doing never seems right. no matter what it is, i cant even walk in the door for five minutes without getting heck from my parents. what the fuck am i doing wrong? i really dont think i belong sometimes, like im just someone that sits on the outside and observes everything that goes on.. if theres more to this life, then im not seeing it, i need more insight, if it was on paper, id anotate (stupid english assignment, waste of time).
but yea the phrase 'resistance is futile' that kinda makes things go "ding!" no matter where we go or what we do, we're influenced by others, and no matter what you say there will always be a part of you, no matter how minute, that will always be fixated on what others think. there are people who say that they dont care, but i believe that thats just a cry out to the world, a cry that says "look at me" and i could care less about what you think because we all fall as victims into this eternal trap. its human nature to be accepted, and thats what people look for... acceptance. acceptance into anything, everyone just wants to feel that they are significant.
but yea the phrase 'resistance is futile' that kinda makes things go "ding!" no matter where we go or what we do, we're influenced by others, and no matter what you say there will always be a part of you, no matter how minute, that will always be fixated on what others think. there are people who say that they dont care, but i believe that thats just a cry out to the world, a cry that says "look at me" and i could care less about what you think because we all fall as victims into this eternal trap. its human nature to be accepted, and thats what people look for... acceptance. acceptance into anything, everyone just wants to feel that they are significant.
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