6.3.07
hello old friend.
facebook notes? can't compare to the beauty of an old school blog. first post in a long time and i have to be up in less than 5 hours. but i suppose sacrifices can be made. however, i obviously shouldnt have sacrificed that study time for stats becuase apparently i'm pretty retarded.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore. my indecisiveness is ruining me and i'm leaving the people closest to me behind. why? and i'm conscious of the fact taht i'm not even trying anymore. so why don't i try? ...i... don't know... why don't i try?
im tired of trying. why should i try when the outcome is fractionally better at most. where am i going? right now, it looks like no where.
"please, please! take me with you to the land of glory, prestige and happiness. where you can sit on your high-up thrones and look down your noses at the rest of the world! i just want to belong!"
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i don't know what i'm doing anymore. my indecisiveness is ruining me and i'm leaving the people closest to me behind. why? and i'm conscious of the fact taht i'm not even trying anymore. so why don't i try? ...i... don't know... why don't i try?
im tired of trying. why should i try when the outcome is fractionally better at most. where am i going? right now, it looks like no where.
"please, please! take me with you to the land of glory, prestige and happiness. where you can sit on your high-up thrones and look down your noses at the rest of the world! i just want to belong!"
