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28.8.06

Parallels. 

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25.8.06

A Thousand Years 

Looking at your dress,
I notice how the patterns change
As the light hits it a certain way
Seeing different shapes of words becoming sentences
Though I still can't make out what they say.

A thousand years from now,
I wonder if they'll wonder how
The world looked to you and me..
The continents will change,
And islands rearrange,
Float away,
And maybe fall into the sea.

Falling out of trees are kites and paper airplanes
That float away and never touch the ground.
The sidewalk starts to move,
The buildings crashing down,
And no one seems to notice if it makes a sound.

A thousand years from now,
I wonder if they'll wonder how
The world looked to you and me..
The continents will change,
And islands rearrange,
Float away,
And maybe fall into the sea.

All this time is so much time,
And there are reasons that we'll never see.
All this time is so much time,
And now it's happening to you and me.

# posted by candice. @ 1:14:00 p.m.

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22.8.06

Only Humans 

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
On the other shore of sadness
Hohoemi ga aru to iu ya
It is said that there is a smile
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Finally we arrived.
Nani ga bokura wa matteru.
But what are we waiting for?
Nigeru tame ja naku
The purpose is not to run away
Yume ou tame ni
It's to chase after dreams
Tabi ni deta hazu sa
We should have gone out to travel
Tooi natsu no ana hi
On that summer day so long ago.
Ashita sae mieta nara
Even tomorrow, if you see it.
Tame iki mo nai kedo
Though there isn't a sigh either.
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Like a ship going against the current flow
Ima wa mae he susume
Right now, go forward, move ahead.
Amaguma ga kireta nara
Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds
Nurta michi kagayaku
The wet roads shine
Yami dake ga ashiete kureru
Only the dark will teach,
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
A stranger and stranger light
Tsuyoku mae he susume
Be strong, go forward, move ahead

# posted by candice. @ 12:41:00 a.m.

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21.8.06

med school? PFH! 

we're retarded. these are our (to some extent) ambitions:
1. invent THE beating stick
2. golf cart transformers
3.THE vagina
with goals like that who needs school?

# posted by candice. @ 10:46:00 p.m.

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19.8.06

that went surprisingly well. i don't think that will last long. realization will hit, but it's about time. it was really trivial anyway so i dont see why i invested so much time into it, trying so hard. i guess it's one of those things where you know its like really retarded but you pursue it so hard anyway despite your better judgement and in the end you're like... well.. what the hell am i supposed to do about it now but turn and face it. i fully expected this. it's always the way that things end up working out. that's oka i suppose. anyway i accepted this one a long time ago.

# posted by candice. @ 2:27:00 a.m.

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18.8.06

the truth? 

just wanna be so good to you, and everything you need. i only wanna see you smile, just wanna make you happy. and even if you're far away i know that i'll miss you. i promise that my love won't change, i will always be in love with you. i promise i'll be a good man, that i'll always listen to every word that you may say. no i won't neglect you, but only respect you and give you the love that you need, babe. please say that you love me, please say that i'm everything to you, please that you miss me, as much as i miss you. now baby, believe me, i gotta be everything to you, now baby just trust me, i swear this is the truth. and you're the only one for me, i swear this is the truth. see many faces pass me by, but there's nobody quite like you. i know so many times, and many times before, love has only let you down, but i swear i'll give you so much more. i promise i'll be a good man that i'll always listen to every word that you may say. no, i won't neglect but only respect you and give you the love that you need, babe. please say that you love me, please say that i'm everything to you, please say that you miss me, as much as i miss you. baby, believe me i gotta be everything to you, now baby just trust me, i swear this is the truth. if you need a reason or justification, it's simply inside your eyes. there's no need to question my own affection, it's something that i can't hide. so, gotta believe. don't wanna lose you but be so good to you. gotta have you in my life. you better believe it baby.

too little, too late. tried harder? waiting. wasted time. better now. maybe. yeah. mmm.

# posted by candice. @ 11:57:00 p.m.

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it's nice to have someone to talk to. things are starting to make their way out in the right direction. i'm pleased. i thin there's more to it that i've been seeing. thank goodness. it was neat for that while, i suppose, but you can't live in daydreams forever. i don't think i'll forget it, that'd be a waste. i just hope it's better next time.

# posted by candice. @ 12:22:00 a.m.

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16.8.06

top five songs for wednesday, august sixteenth two thousand six. 

five. choose the one who loves you more - copeland
rain, rain, rain on my mind/i've got a secret life/wipe, wipe, wipe it away/nothing can make me dry/fight all the while/fight 'til i think i'm free/feel rains we never see/beautiful secret lives/it can make you face all your fears/it can make you face all your fears/oh, smile, smile in a day/fear takes its place at night/oh, oh, i'm pretty in the rain/i love your secret life/it can make you face all your fears/it can make you face all your fears/i could leave you well enough alone/believe and you'll be overcome and gone/by grace away/better off than if i stayed/i could leave you well enough alone/believe and you'll be overcome and gone/by grace away/better off than if I stayed/i could leave you walk away/we'll save it for another day/through all the wars I've come to know/it's punches pulled, not towels thrown in/when they come knocking on your heart's door/choose the one who loves you more/and when you've found something to die for/make you face all your fears/they'll be knocking on your heart's door/make you face all your fears/when they come knocking on your heart's door/make you face all your fears/choose the one who loves you more
make you face all your fears/and when you've found something to die for/make you face all your fears/they'll be knocking on your heart's door/make you face all your fears/when they come knocking on your heart's door/make you face all your fears/choose the one who loves you more



four.vienna - the fray

the day's last one-way ticket train pulls in/we smile for the casual closure capturing/there goes the downpour/there goes my fare thee well/there's really no way to reach me/there's really no way to reach me/there's really no way to reach me/'cause i'm already gone/there's so many words that we can say/spoken upon long-distance melody/this is my hello/this is my goodness/there's really no way to reach me/there's really no way to reach me/there's really no way to reach me/'cause i'm already gone/maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again/straighten this whole thing out/maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy/but this is the distance/and this is my gameface/there's really no way to reach me/there's really no way to reach me/is there really no way to reach me?/am I already gone?/so this is your maverick/and this is Vienna



three. serraville - dallas green

so, now you're not there/but your ghost still burns in the air/finally above us the waves have come/to take you away/and with this song, i'll say goodbye/and thank you for what you've done to my life/finally i'll say it with love/i hope you're at rest in the stars above/and i don't understand what you died for/we still could have given so much more/and i know you are something i could never be/but i know you're still there watching over me/now



two. the note from which a chord is built - emery

you have always seen the best parts of me/with my uncovered eyes/loose from lenses absorbing light/your hand is wrapped in mine/the sun set for the last time/carpet stains from coffee cups/thrown to stop from hurting so much/paralyzed, i thought i'd fail you somehow/and let you down/but you saved me from death/awakened the life for the first time/joining as voices sing together/the same song



one. some will seek forgiveness, others escape - underoath

i heard a voice through the dischord/of a deluge of passers-by/i saw one gaze frozen in time/watching me passing by/i swear i'll know your face in the crowd/and i'll hear your voice so loud/when you're whispering.../hey unfaithful i will teach you/to be stronger, to be stronger/hey ungrateful i will teach you/to forgive one another/here's my kiss to betray/desperate to brush the lips of grace/do you feel hollow when you think of how i've lied?/oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning/wrap your loving arms around me/oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning/wrap your loving arms around me/hey unfaithful i will teach you
to be stronger, to be stronger/hey ungrateful i will teach you/to forgive one another/hey unloving/i will love you/Jesus i'm ready to come home.

# posted by candice. @ 3:47:00 p.m.

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15.8.06

It's like I'm walking towards nothing. I can't figure out what to do and it feels like all of the choices I'm making are utterly wrong. I should probably say something - confront it - but that takes courage. It's always there, in the corner of my mind and I can't shake it. Stupid mistakes, really stupid choices. And I can't do anything about them now, but because of them I think things here are done.

# posted by candice. @ 8:09:00 a.m.

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