27.12.04
a thousand miles per hour; ok go
'nother long, quiet night.
another long quiet lonely night, oh.
spent at your side.
not a lot left to say.
there's not a lot that i still could say, oh,
to change your mind.
with a little bit of money we could buy us a car.
with a little luck we could get away from where we are.
let's get outta here.
we'll drive a thousand miles an hour
we'll fly by wheat fields and water towers
we'll go, we'll go, and we'll go, and we'll go;
let's go. let's go. let's go.
let's go.
now the look in your eye,
you know the look right before you cry, oh.
it's always here.
so when the day when you wake,
in the mornin' when you awake, oh.
let's disappear.
with a little bit of money we could buy us car.
with a little luck, we could get away from where we are.
let's get outta here.
we'll drive, a thousand miles an hour
we'll fly by wheat fields and water towers
we'll go. we'll go, and we'll go, and we'll go.
let's go. let's go. let's go.
let's go.
we'll drive a thousand miles an hour
we'll fly by wheat fields and water towers
we'll go. we'll go, and we'll go, and we'll go.
let's go. let's go. let's go.
let's go..........
20.12.04
read, bitches!
1. 
angels and demons
2.
da vinci code - dan brown
3.
the curious incident of the dog in the night-time - mark haddon
4.
hard-boiled wonderland and the end of the world - haruki murakami
5.
memoirs of a geisha - arthur golden
6.
the lovely bones - alice sebold
7.
a home at the end of the world - michael cunningham
currently reading:
sophie's world - jostein gaarder
pick one, read it, learn a little.
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angels and demons
2.
da vinci code - dan brown
3.
the curious incident of the dog in the night-time - mark haddon
4.
hard-boiled wonderland and the end of the world - haruki murakami
5.
memoirs of a geisha - arthur golden
6.
the lovely bones - alice sebold
7.
a home at the end of the world - michael cunningham
currently reading:
sophie's world - jostein gaarder
pick one, read it, learn a little.
18.12.04
good fun yesterday! but no more staying out late! it makes me sick
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8.12.04
update!
many things to discuss on todays agenda!
1. EVERYTHING revolves around money even in family. The wealthiest will always be the most looked up to if you have money you can buy ANYTHING. Food, clothes, even respect to some ends. Its responsible for all the troubles that go on, and for the attitudes of the people who cause trouble. Social status is determined by how much you have and own. What a load of crap. If you have money and you can't even dial a phone number to argue your own argument then, excuse me, I think you have failed in life. Just because you see something that someone else has and you want it doesn't mean you should just go out and buy it, it just makes you look retarded. And if you go around saying statements like "How much is this?" which are followed by statements like "I don't care about the price." Then I think someone should knock some sense into you because I will not respect you because you have money.
2. School is the shizzy. English is killing me right now and I don't think I'll make it through the oral. I don't think I can handle talking for twelve minutes straight. That's just too intense! Even for me! Next week is social essay and chem quiz! Chem isn't so bad but I'm realllly going to have to get my act together for social. This year social has been a lot easier, bain makes everything so much easier to comprehend with her story format and whatnot. I quite enjoy it.
3. Have you ever fallen for someone you thought you would never fall for? Like you don't really notice it at first and you say like "Yeah, whatever." or "But (s)he's so..." to yourself in order to live through the denial. But then when you figure out that something HAS occured for whatever reason to make you become so infatuated you're just like WHY? I think it's so retarded! Maybe I see what I want to see and in seeing that I get the notion that "Oh my! He's perfect!" or something. I don't understand it's not like I talk to him often or even see him that often, and I don't understand why HIM and why not someone else? It always seems to be the little things they do like the way they carry themselves or the way they talk to others or even the way they smile. It's just so frustrating trying to figure out why you would ever even feel so infatuated over someone so unknown to you.
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1. EVERYTHING revolves around money even in family. The wealthiest will always be the most looked up to if you have money you can buy ANYTHING. Food, clothes, even respect to some ends. Its responsible for all the troubles that go on, and for the attitudes of the people who cause trouble. Social status is determined by how much you have and own. What a load of crap. If you have money and you can't even dial a phone number to argue your own argument then, excuse me, I think you have failed in life. Just because you see something that someone else has and you want it doesn't mean you should just go out and buy it, it just makes you look retarded. And if you go around saying statements like "How much is this?" which are followed by statements like "I don't care about the price." Then I think someone should knock some sense into you because I will not respect you because you have money.
2. School is the shizzy. English is killing me right now and I don't think I'll make it through the oral. I don't think I can handle talking for twelve minutes straight. That's just too intense! Even for me! Next week is social essay and chem quiz! Chem isn't so bad but I'm realllly going to have to get my act together for social. This year social has been a lot easier, bain makes everything so much easier to comprehend with her story format and whatnot. I quite enjoy it.
3. Have you ever fallen for someone you thought you would never fall for? Like you don't really notice it at first and you say like "Yeah, whatever." or "But (s)he's so..." to yourself in order to live through the denial. But then when you figure out that something HAS occured for whatever reason to make you become so infatuated you're just like WHY? I think it's so retarded! Maybe I see what I want to see and in seeing that I get the notion that "Oh my! He's perfect!" or something. I don't understand it's not like I talk to him often or even see him that often, and I don't understand why HIM and why not someone else? It always seems to be the little things they do like the way they carry themselves or the way they talk to others or even the way they smile. It's just so frustrating trying to figure out why you would ever even feel so infatuated over someone so unknown to you.
3.12.04
so i think it actually happened a while ago maybe like late october early november but i dreamed him with this girl and i swear i saw him with the same girl today, extremely weird, kind of dissapointing but it's alright i guess?but yah! that always happens, i'll dream something but it'll be kind of hazy and not to coherent, and then sometime later- it could be one week to one month to on year later- i see a scene from my dream. kinf of creepy. but the preformance went extremely well today.
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