31.1.04
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
- no more midterms
- back to school on monday
- sick
- phys.ed.=yay
- chem.=nay
- i dont have friends i have "friends"
- seriously
- im in a very bitchy mood
- no it is not PMS retards
- im envious of people and they're perfect lives and how they disregard everything they have and complain anyway
- i might do something rash
- talking is not an option
- trying to write a....story...maybe
- i learned i can't write shit's worth
- there are so many things i want to change
- i cant make it past the half-way point
- i'm hopeless
- really
- there's nothing more in the world then i want to be myself
- it's never going to happen
- i'm a slave to the images of society
- i want to run away
- i want a new start
- i should try to make at least one really good friend i can talk to
- pretty damn close to impossible
- i dont need your judgement
- just because i act stupid doesnt mean i am
- i dont need your pity
- i want to be left alone
- i'd like to know if i've ever been truly happy
- i'm a selfish bitch
- i am i am i am
- i dont want life to pass me by
- i want to be able to make a difference
- i should become a hermit
- or a cat lady
- cat lady... i'd have company
- this is all a load of bs
- indeed
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Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
- no more midterms
- back to school on monday
- sick
- phys.ed.=yay
- chem.=nay
- i dont have friends i have "friends"
- seriously
- im in a very bitchy mood
- no it is not PMS retards
- im envious of people and they're perfect lives and how they disregard everything they have and complain anyway
- i might do something rash
- talking is not an option
- trying to write a....story...maybe
- i learned i can't write shit's worth
- there are so many things i want to change
- i cant make it past the half-way point
- i'm hopeless
- really
- there's nothing more in the world then i want to be myself
- it's never going to happen
- i'm a slave to the images of society
- i want to run away
- i want a new start
- i should try to make at least one really good friend i can talk to
- pretty damn close to impossible
- i dont need your judgement
- just because i act stupid doesnt mean i am
- i dont need your pity
- i want to be left alone
- i'd like to know if i've ever been truly happy
- i'm a selfish bitch
- i am i am i am
- i dont want life to pass me by
- i want to be able to make a difference
- i should become a hermit
- or a cat lady
- cat lady... i'd have company
- this is all a load of bs
- indeed
